-they might say this is not selfish, this is only to protect yourself, or your own property.-
-is LIFE worth to stay myself well and let my friends die?-
(i ask myself and a friend, he told me EXACTLY YES, while i still thinking on NO.)
thanks for all your comfort,
i do realize that the war have just start right now.
these few days i been silent to think, and i get the answer that i
must believe
to keep me success.
life are colourful and fun
reality is cruel.
i remember your expression, i remember your face expression.
i am disappointed, and i just understand what ms huwihuwi told me.
"keep everything away while you doing project."
-including the one you care as friend.
my mom said i am too kind;
means i should learn to cruel as other too.
not too late to realize this, ha.
don't take human's words.
there are a lot to learn, to destroy myself if i want to stay alive.
moms i get it.
kindness is not an alien nor a human should do.
leave it to god.
now i know why while tiger chasing on one, there is no people to help already.=)
